I know what all those songs mean...about always loving someone, your first love, and blah blah blah. I know now what that really means. No matter what, I will never ever stop loving Carl. I feel it as deep inside me as my own soul. Just the thought of being with him, and he being "mine" is almost too much to bear. I literally would do anything for that to happen. I now understand all those pathetic girls I always ridiculed for their weak and worthless ways. I can't imagine how wonderful it would be to have him...she's a damn lucky girl. And I'm a stupid one.
Aye me. I'll keep taking the drug as long as it's there.
Song: "All My Little Words" The Magnetic Fields
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